She manipulated it into her mind and kept repeating it over and over again until she brainwashed herself.  I’m still a virgin. I’m still a virgin. This is what I am. I’m clean. I’ve never had sex. I didn’t do anything. But I did… He did. No, I did. I let him do this to me. He made me dirty. He humiliated me. He… He touched me. It felt good, but wrong. No, wrong. Wrong. Bad. Not good at ALL. I can’t think. I can’t move. I want to die right now. Please, someone, anyone, help me. Help me get through this. Oh please… Where’s my house? Where am I?

She stumbled and clutched her stomach as she went. She was in a very unfamiliar area. She fumbled over the leaves and sticks. Her high heels were off by now and she was waking up to the realization that she had been raped.  The chilling wind seemed to have pierced through her skin, which was drenched in cold water, mud and sweat. She choked on the dirt that had filled her lungs and throat. She began to vomit, vomit from the sickness and the horrible thoughts that had entered her mind. She vomited for all of the pain that he caused her. He was the one who caused her to spill her insides out all over the ground. He was the one who made her feel dirty and worthless. How dare he do something like this to a girl as such a young and precious age? She was only seventeen and had always been a good kid. She partied hard, but she always did her school work, even when she wasn’t responsible most of the time, she still was responsible in a sense.

“I will do better, I promise,” she said weakly, while peering up into the dark night sky. The moon was illuminating onto the ground, causing funny shadows on the ground whilst playing tricks on her mind as the warm glow danced along the trees in the wind. She was able to see her breath as goose bumps rose all across her arms, legs and back.

A still figure in the distance stood at a standstill. Who the hell could it be now? He looked like him, but she wasn’t sure, and didn’t want to take any chances just in case. She began to limp quickly. No, that would just cause attention. You’ve seen those horror movies. You know… So she began walking slowly again, hopefully to keep his mind off of her. But that didn’t work. As soon as she started to move, he moved and when she stopped, he stopped as well.

“What the hell do you want?!” She yelled at the top of her lungs at the creepy figure.

He lifted his hand up and pointed at her. Then, he signaled his fingers for her to come with him. He wagged his pointer finger teasingly at her. This only enraged her more. She wasn’t in the mood to be messed with, especially after her whole ordeal.